Long Day

July 30, 2008

I haven’t felt this hungry in a long long time. Yesterday, I didn’t have a proper lunch and as soon as I started my dinner, I had this horrible horrible stomach ache and I felt extremely sleepy. So I skipped dinner and I thought I’ll just wake up for Sehar instead, since I was going to fast today. I set my alarm for 4 am and at exactly 4 am, my phone tried to wake me up. FYI, 4 am is too early for someone to wake up ever! I kept snoozing till 4.20 and then finally got up to make myself a sandwich. I was thirsty and I thought I’d just drink some water after I was done eating. So I set about making a couple of sandwiches for myself. I was almost done making the first two, when I thought ‘hmm Im goign to be fasting all day – why don’t I eat 4 sandwiches?’ So I made another two sandwiches. I was almost done making my sandwiches when guess what? I heard the Fajr Azan. So I not-so-nicely wrapped all 4 again and put them back in the fridge (Mummy’s going to kill me). And I didn’t even get to drink water. Im so stupid.


I know I wont feel hungry if I dont think about food and so I’m not. I’m just feeling so weak. I can actually see my hand trembling when I hold it up. I want to go home but I have a shitload of work to finish since we’re off tomorrow. Ugh.

So Sad :(

God forbid if I was in the father’s place now, I would’ve killed myself.

Random Quote

July 27, 2008

The way taxes are, you might as well marry for love.



Haram

I love this song sooo much. Whenever he uses words like Bakhuda and Beshuba, he sounds so Pakistani = so cool. And then when Alka Yagnik starts singing, she uses Ifteda instead of Ibteda. So Indian ugh. 


Its a nice, kind-of-slow song and the things he says are so nice. When he says Beshuba Tumhi ho, he sounds so – I can’t find the right word to express myself. Just so sure. Like nothing can ever make him change his mind :(

I’m Back

July 19, 2008

For those of you who missed me – Well, I don’t blame you. I am quite amazing.


Aaaaaaaaand

July 3, 2008

We won. Wheeeee


How Cool Are We?

July 2, 2008


Tsk tsk Yuvraj. I think it was around the time he was at 35 that I kept asking Sobia to pray for Pakistan to win/Yuvraj to go back, and told her that I would be really hurt if she didn’t. She was asking me if it would hurt more than her saying she loved Dhoni and Yuvraj, when he was caught out by Sarfaraz Ahmed. Who btw is my new hero. And Its fine Sobia, I forgive you.


I love you mayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyynnnnn